Homework, portraits and rambling

Today I took portraits for Jo and Doug Julian, Doug did not want his picture taken. As you can see.

While Jo on the other hand looks absolutely stunning, if I do say so myself.

So, I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now. I'm supposed to read this article called 'iGod' and I really don't like it. Its pointless and its giving me a headache! ugh! I think I overworked my brain. At least I'll see super hot boy tomorrow in English. I FINISHED MY HW!!! Finally.. 15 printed pages later and Voila! C'est Fin!! K.. I'm losing my mind!! School is totally stressing me out! At least my stupid english class is. I really don't understand why we have to type out everything, including any notes we took during class.

I heard the most amazing song today, it's called "Johnny and June" by Heidi Newfield. I really want to have someone like that.. lol Like Johnny and June Cash. I put the song on my little playlist on the bottom of my blog.

Here are the lyrics, they'll be my quote for today.

Oh there's something 'bout a man in black

Makes me want to buy a cadillac,

Throw the top back

And roll down to Jackson town

I wanna be there on the stage with you

You and I could be the next rage, too

Hear the crowd roar,

Make 'em want more,

I'll kick the footlights out

I wanna love like Johnny and June

Rings of fire burnin' with you

I wanna walk the line,

Walk the line,

'Till the end of time

I wanna love,

Love ya that much

Cash it all in,

Give it all up,

And when you're gone

I wanna go, too

Like Johnny and June

I wanna hold you baby right or wrong

Build a world around a country song

Pray a sweet prayer,

Follow you there,

Down in history

I wanna love like Johnny and June

Rings of fire burnin' with you

I wanna walk the line,

Walk the line,

'Till the end of time

I wanna love,

Love ya that much,

Cash it all in,

Give it all up,

And when you're gone

,I wanna go, too

Like Johnny and June

Like Johnny and June

More than life itself

No-one else

This endless promise

They don't make love like that anymore

Is that too much to be askin' for?

I wanna love like Johnny and June

Rings of fire burnin' with you

I wanna walk the line,

Walk the line,

'Till the end of timeI wanna love,

Love ya that much

Cash it all in,

Give it all up,

And when you're gone,

I wanna go, too

Like Johnny and June

Like Johnny and June

And when there gonna be no tears to cry,

Only memories of our lives,

They'll remember, remember

A love like that.

Is it weird that I just want that? More than anything? In institute today we had another speach on getting married, making babies and such. For the first time I didn't want to walk out on it. I actually realized that maybe I shouldn't be pushing to get into principle dance positions, but at the same time if I don't i'll hate the 'what if' that will be hanging over my head for the rest of my life. I'm applying/auditioning for the American Ballet Companies Summer Intensive program. I really want to make it, and it'll give me a chance to grow up a little bit. Idk... I just hate that everyone around me is getting married and having kids. I feel like I'm missing out on this amazing thing. It almost like I gave it up for dance, except really.. I didn't. Ballet is my sad excuse for not having a life.. I can stop dancing anytime, I swear..

I found an awesome quote that I'm going to put in here

"There are... so many kinds of voices in the world, and none of them is without signification."

Isn't this amazing.. It's one of the few things that stood out to me in Institute today. For taking a class on family history we sure do hear alot about getting married and dating.. Another awesome quote this one is from Elder Russel M. Nelson

"Throughout my life, I have answered to many titles, including doctor, captian, professor, and elder. But the titles I revere most are those of husband, father, and grandfather..."